Happy Birthday Hunter!!!
Today is my baby boys 2nd Birthday. It saddens me to think of how fast he is growing. I still want him to be that sweet newborn baby who can't stop me from hugging and kissing on him. He is too busy playing these days to find much time left over for cuddling. Hunter is still the sweetest boy. His big brown eyes can just melt your heart.

We are having a party for him here at our house tonight. Lots of family and friends to celebrate with. It should be lots of fun to have all the kids running around. I love to see joy in the faces of children.

Happy birthday Hunter!!

Love Mommy

Lessons of life
We are doing this Beth Moore bible study on Wednesdays, "When Godly people do ungodly things". It's a really touching message.
The thing I want to remember the most from today was a sentence Beth said that made me stop and think about my life and the way I've be running it. In my own words it sums up to be:

"If I spend to much time worrying about the things I can't or shouldn't do for God, I might miss the things I can or should do for him"
That really hit me hard. All my trying to please God and realizing this week that I may be asking more out of myself than even God asks out of me. I might get too wrapped up in that and miss what his real plan for me is.

The psalm promises that if we delight ourselves in the Lord He will give us the desires of our hearts.
And that's all I can really do!!!

Oh the pain!!
So today I went into the hospital to have some lab work done. Talked to a handful of very nice people. Ran into some ladies from church.

Test Done:
PTT
Lupus Anticoagulation
Anticardiolipin

Six vials of blood, I was thinking I should really be getting paid for all the blood I've been donating. Now I've just got the boys down for a nap and I'm waiting for my heating blanket to get all warm and snuggly. I will join them in peaceful slumber.

New Kid on the Block
Well this is my very first Blog Entry, Go me!!!

The time has come for me to lay it on the line. My life that is.

Since my memory is fading I thought what an idea time it would be to create a blog. In the times when my memory is failing me I'll check with good old Mr. Blog to see if I wrote down whatever it is I need to remember. Does that even compute?

Ok, So I have had some rather odd health problems. It now appears to be Lupus. It's taking awhile to figure everything out. At this point it's affecting my brain. It makes me feel a little crazy at times. It has already taken a small part of my math memory. Remembering everyday life and activities are now becoming my biggest struggle.

So that's the short low down for now. I'll keep ya updated.